Tuesday, October 7, 2008
How's life dude ?
Tat's e question i got when i see my nightclub frens ..
Reply " Wad can i say , decent life decent pay .. All gd but gotta wait for pay day. "
Sometime i doubt myself so much tat it've become a problem ..
I juz wanna live normal ..
But maybe my background does make a difference ..
You know wads e feeling of not having e confident to wanna try obtain wad you wan ?
Yar , yar , tat's e feeling ..
But somehow i dun wanna give up wad i wan ..
It's all worth-it giving a try ..
At least i've done my best to get it ..
When e war is over , how will life be .. Gd ? Bad ? Since there's no draw in tis suddendeath game , it'll all be gd .. It'll be gd , juz having another crack inside if i fail .. If i get thru it , it'll be a fairytale to me ..
Hidding "It" behind my joyful smile ..
swallow your pride and sing tonight.
